I'm writing this, not for pitty. I think that it's my reality, and I just have to face it. I'm a quitter. Ever since I was a teenager, I would go to try outs etc.... after making the first cut I wouldn't go back, because I was afraid of rejection... so I would quit. I started college, then got married and decided that I wanted to be a mom more than anything in the world, I wanted to be a veterinarian, but then I quit... I know that being a mom is a lot more impiortant and I wouldn't trade it for the world, but I see all my roommates graduating and some even getting a Masters degree and I can barely have my child obey me and listen to me. I make goals for myself and can never keep them, that's why I just give up and don't even make them anymore, that's why this blog is never updated. Yesterday, I decided to start potty training, I read a book , I thought I had everything I needed, I was doing well, trying to be positive, overall when we went to bed I felt ok about it, This morning I woke up and tried going back to where we stopped yesterday and it was bad, so bad that I was starting to losing my cool, and wasn't so enthusiastic as I was yesterday, She didn't want to listen to me and she would throw a tantrum and cry and cry. Me and my pregnancy hormones, had had enough so I quit! I decided I didn't care if she was in diapers for a while, I like my sanity and quiet. I will work on her listening to me first then move on to potty training. Still, what do I do about this Quitting problem that I have? I need counseling!!